i saw a red cardinal perched in the foliage of a tree, singing to its mate hidden somewhere in the forest of my neighbor’s yard. she would answer in a soft sweet tone. he would then call back in his loud lilting voice. no doubt they continued their conversation long past the time i left [...]
Archive for the ‘thoughts’ Category
flyaway
Posted in personal, thoughts on October 3, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
hey, christmas is coming
Posted in animals, life, personal, thoughts on September 25, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
how did it become almost the end of september? where have i been? i cannot believe that christmas is a mere three months away. i can feel fall in the air, even though i live in west central florida. yes, it’s still in the 80s but that draining humidity is gone, at least i no [...]
untitled
Posted in personal, thoughts on July 8, 2008 | 2 Comments »
Look at me standing here like I know what I’m doing,
Like I know where I’m going and I’m not afraid to go there.
Let the rain smash against me, plundering my very existence,
Plastering my clothes and my hair to my body like an artist
Because it sure doesn’t feel like this human being is moving.
Sometimes I wonder [...]
summer’s crawling in
Posted in personal, thoughts on May 8, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
oh, yes, it’s may already. the sun is getting hot (at least down here in florida it is) and i’m not ready for the heat, humidity, weeds, bugs, and sweat. i hate being cold but i don’t like being hot either. so where does that leave me? it’s been almost a year since i lost [...]
so lazy
Posted in personal, thoughts on April 21, 2008 | 1 Comment »
just don’t wanna do it. just don’t want to paint and repair and do home improvement stuff. my house isn’t selling. apparently no one wants fixer-uppers anymore, not at least here in florida. so i have to try and fix the so many things wrong with my broken bungalow. but it won’t happen. not all of [...]
one more day
Posted in personal, thoughts on April 14, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
monday, oh monday. here i am. i made it through one more monday workday. and now i’m home and i get to listen to the pounding bass coming from my neighbor’s house. how can i listen to my poet self in the midst of chaos and thunder? sometimes i just wanna run away.
left in the dust
Posted in life, personal, thoughts on March 18, 2008 | 3 Comments »
right now i am at an impasse. i feel as if someone changed the stoplight from green to red and then disappeared, leaving me in a permanent state of waiting. waiting for my life to become what i dream it will be. waiting for the magic of money to find me. waiting for prince charming…well, [...]
where oh where have i been?
Posted in personal, thoughts on March 5, 2008 | 2 Comments »
i am lost in the zone called working for a living. who decided that the world runs efficiently in a five-day span for 8 to 10 hours each day? i long for freedom from money issues. if i had all the money in the world i would … what would i do? travel, travel, travel (did i [...]
lunar eclipse
Posted in personal, thoughts on February 21, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
i sat outside in a chair and watched the lunar eclipse from my side yard. the view was framed by trees and my neighborhood was uncharacteristically quiet, so it almost felt like i was outside in a wispy forest. clouds came and covered the evolution of the eclipse during parts of it but i was fortunate [...]
in my office
Posted in life, personal, thoughts on February 18, 2008 | 1 Comment »
a windy, cloudy monday and i sit in my office typing away, listening to mindy smith on my cd player. somewhere i believe there is a singer inside me, just waiting to be coaxed out her froggy closet. there’s also a writer, photographer, and artist waiting in the wings for their chance at life beyond [...]
